I play Russian roulette everyday
A man sport
With a bullet called life
I killed everyone
I can’t always just forget her
And I remember now
She dies, she dies
So it found a way to reach my heart
A million miles from home
Here I stand
Mourning forever
But I’m feeling better
Now I’m standing on the rooftop
Getting away with murder
And I’m addicted to your punishments
Propped up by lies and promises
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
You know, you know, you know, you know
I’m always here for you
You know, you know, you know, you know
All I want, all I want
Is a little place of my own where I can rest my head
‘Cause I really don’t want them to come around
And watch the pace quicken
But you’re begging me to stay
I hear you screaming
And I am stricken and can’t let you go
And you’re still on me
Pushing me, shoving me
If I turn my back I’m defenseless, and
Though I still find time to hide
Every day is exactly the same
It’s all too much to take in
Too much inside
And I’d trade it all for just a little
Peace of mind
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
You tremble at the sound
I don’t know where to go
I don’t how to change from being me
I’ve become so numb
Become so tired, so much more aware
All I want to do is
Break into thought
Fall into sleep
If you want more of this
You’ll shut up
I’m still sleeping
I’m so sick
‘Cause I’m so tired that
I’m looking at you through the glass
I don’t know how much time has passed
Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend.
Now I feel like I’m starless
I know I’ve been gone for what seems like forever, but
There’s room inside for two
I really don’t mind if I just fade away
Lie all in the ground like you
There’s room inside for two
But nothing’s sublime
I must overcome no matter what the cost
And I’m not grieving for you, I’m
Fully alive
And can never get enough
Get enough of the world
To touch the
Drunken lullabies
Just like the one-winged dove
Sings a song, sounds like she’s singing
Don’t hold me up now
I can stand my own ground
I don’t need
To feel the sickness in you
Megalomaniac
You walk on like a woman in suffering
And I’m crippled by all that you’ve done
And I am stricken and can’t let you go
So here I go again
I feel the reason as it’s leaving me, no
Nothing’s what it used to be
Fragile lives, shattered dreams
War, fighting, defense, forgotten
Pills to swallow
How they stick in your
Head, through my head
Before you know
He’s a stranger to some
And a vision to none
And he says
The thing I treasure most in life
Cannot be taken away
And to change myself, I’d rather die
I swear I’m not the devil, though
I have a dream
But nobody cares, nobody wants to
Bite my lip and
Take me away to paradise
So here I go again
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Liar
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Predict where the outcome lies
You’ll never take me alive.